Today marks the beginning of a new lifestyle. I am choosing to view the events that occurred yesterday as the Universe sending a message that I need to make some changes in my lifestyle.
My wallet was stolen last night, and as a result of that act, I am changing the way I spend my money. I will no longer carry any cards with me, I will go to a cash or check policy. I am going old school, with paper bills and mailing all the bills.
This is something I have debated for a while, and this was the final push. Fortunately, none of the charges will be my financial responsibility, but still , I feel violated, threatened, that some one other than me could access my money. I work very hard for my money, I do not have much, the little I have is to support myself and my loved ones.
There is a part of me that wants to place an ill wish on the fool that took what is mine and make them suffer. The fact that I had that thought has been enlightening, it brings to surface something I was not aware existed. There is a dark side to me, I have read that there is no white witch, black witch, but we are all gray witches. There can not be light with out dark, no good with out evil. I have never thought to impose anything but well wishes on another. there have been many people that have wronged me, but never have I felt so strongly against someone that I do not know.
There are so many ways that this scene could have played out. Some one made a choice to violate my personal items. They are in possession of not only my ID and credit cards, but one of my personal sigils. They also took a souvenir from one of my favorite trips. I can never replace that item, and that they have taken feels like that they have intruded on my memory of that day.
PS 3/24/2021… The owner of the business has closed it down. He was unable to sell the franchise. At the time of the theft, only his staff ( family) were in the store- he refused to let the police brie the video footage or any cooperation.